This is a picture of me in Mexico City that Eva took. I actually just got an iphone, but for a long time I didn't use a smartphone. Because ... fuck efficiency, fuck apple, fuck capitalism, fuck the system, etc. Anyway, here are some random other scattered thoughts I've been having. Challenging some of my own internal narratives about depression. I think I’ve really been feeling like a failure and really depressed over the past year or so because a lot of the things that many folks rely on for feeling good about themselves I don’t really do. I’ve been mostly unemployed, haven’t been exercising much at all, have completely lost interest in cooking myself meals from scratch which I used to really enjoy, and have abandoned a lot of my hobbies. At the same time, I want to challenge that notion that this somehow makes me a failure, because the truth is that I’ve simply abandoned a lot of things that have become no longer worth it for me, and that may be perfectly valid and accur...